We're Getting There.

Were getting there slowly but surely. My Uncle that we thought we were going to loose is doing wonderful. God is good! It was a miracle. A true miracle. My cousin got married on August 30th and my Uncle was able to attened in all he has lost 72lbs of water and is looking very good. And is able to do things. I'm so happy that I can't even discribe how relevied I am that he is doing well.

Saturday night was the well inticiapted Karaoke night. My Aunt Wanda and her Friend Virgina was there. As well as Virgina's daughter Paula. Wow that girl can sing. It's amazing.'

This year has been hard. We've lost people in our life, gained people in our life, have had many ups and downs. 3 weeks ago my Mother ended up in the hospital Emergancy Room. She woke up in the middle of the night and couldnt breathe, and was sweating, and in massive pain. I figured that she was having a heart attack and told her to get dressed and if she didnt I was calling 911. I got her up there and they figured that she was having a Gall Bladder attack and sent her home with a test the following day. She went to the doctors a few days later and he did some test of his own. All the tests have came out great!.
That same day our good freind MaryAnne was admitted to the hospital. She's still having problems with her foot and got Staph infection. She's doing better now. She was released on a Sunday. During MaryAnne's stay another good freind of our ended up in the hospital in ICU where her heart rate was out of control (Never had heart problems before) and a serious case of phenmoina. She had been sick a few weeks and had gotten out of the shower and passed out and fell into the bath tub, she laid there for 30 hours before someone found her. She was there in the hospital a week and a half.
She also learned that like Mom was a Nemic and that she needed a blood transfusion. Mom wasn't as bad but close too it, so they are doing all kinds of other testing to see what is going on.

I am still fighting my Syotica and my back has been killing me the last few days. I can only hope that I get well as the 30th of Oct is my Grandparents 49th Wedding Anniversary and then Halloween. So we are hoping.

With that said I hope you all are enjoying the lovely Fall weather and awesome High School Football games and that you all have a wonderful and safe Happy Halloween.

That's why I am typing in Orange :-)

Life Is Un-Fair.

Life is so unfair most of the time. Like right now I have an Uncle fighting for his life. He has Cardomylipathy. I know I cant spell that. Basically the doctors sent him home to die. He's so bad that his heart is only working at 13%, He's full of water to the exstent of where it's leaking out of his poors in his legs, one of his knees is the size of my thigh! He's not getting blood to his feet or legs and one of his hands in turning black. The family went up on Saturday and he told them that it was his time. He was thankful for the extra 13 years that God allowed him to have with this wonderful family. I'm heartbroken. I don't want to loose him and I wish the doctors in Hermiston would go and help him instead of just going we dont know what we can do. We have a Family Re-Union coming up and I dont see him trying to make it to that. I've lost 3 people this year already. I cant stand to loose another, my heart already hurts. I just wish that someone could help him, and do something for him. However I think he has given up. I know that he will go Home soon to meet God! And I will see him again. I'm just not ready to let him go. I dont think I can handle loosing another loved one/freind. It's so hard on me and it effects me really bad, I'm so stressed out after a while that its not even pretty. I'm not me, cause I am hurting. I feel ashamed cause I should be laughing and joking but all I do is moop around and cant help but think of Uncle Leon, and the situation that he is in. It's really not good. I know my Uncle is gonna die, and I know that there is nothing that I can do about it. But I just gotta try and prepare myself for the worst.