Life is so unfair most of the time. Like right now I have an Uncle fighting for his life. He has Cardomylipathy. I know I cant spell that. Basically the doctors sent him home to die. He's so bad that his heart is only working at 13%, He's full of water to the exstent of where it's leaking out of his poors in his legs, one of his knees is the size of my thigh! He's not getting blood to his feet or legs and one of his hands in turning black. The family went up on Saturday and he told them that it was his time. He was thankful for the extra 13 years that God allowed him to have with this wonderful family. I'm heartbroken. I don't want to loose him and I wish the doctors in Hermiston would go and help him instead of just going we dont know what we can do. We have a Family Re-Union coming up and I dont see him trying to make it to that. I've lost 3 people this year already. I cant stand to loose another, my heart already hurts. I just wish that someone could help him, and do something for him. However I think he has given up. I know that he will go Home soon to meet God! And I will see him again. I'm just not ready to let him go. I dont think I can handle loosing another loved one/freind. It's so hard on me and it effects me really bad, I'm so stressed out after a while that its not even pretty. I'm not me, cause I am hurting. I feel ashamed cause I should be laughing and joking but all I do is moop around and cant help but think of Uncle Leon, and the situation that he is in. It's really not good. I know my Uncle is gonna die, and I know that there is nothing that I can do about it. But I just gotta try and prepare myself for the worst.
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